Let's Have a meeting

http://www.oruclip.com/video/M21DvPaLbGk/watch.html

Click on part 5

Ok, this Ian Freeman isn't the same Ian that worked at Nordagio's, but regardless, I'm still interested in him. Either one. He scored major points with me during the 8th minute of the video when he was talking about the persecution of activists. The idiot Mark that he was talking to was badgering the activists: "Well, why aren't you confident? Why don't you come out of your shell? What's your problem?" Fucking corrupt liar. The problem is along with all the other trouble I've gotten into YOU. Fucking arrogant pig thinking and framing that he has destroyed my confidence when he knows the only option of survival is to not be an activist and keep my mouth shut.

So, way to go Ian for painting the more honest picture of what kind of things happen to these activists! Since you scratched my back, I'll scratch yours by posting the rest of the meeting on my blog. The readership per week varies. Sometimes, it gets up to 100, at times I've had up to 200, but its at least a little bit of media promotion.

He calls it volunteerism. This is a new concept I don't know much about. I like the word libertarianism better. It sounds as if in volunteerism it is almost a mother theresa movement where people give but don't gain. I havn't researched it yet, but I could be completely wrong. I hope its not a branch of communism. I hope its not a mother Theresa movement either.

A bunch of ideas sprout from these meetings. I'd have to watch them again to talk about everything. Its nice to see people talking about the actual system and what they think. I hardly ever hear it being talked about and rather, people buy into it and treat its subtopics as life. They seem to be more accepting of it. I consider myself more observational. It is right there in front of me; something that I can't control. Sometimes, it is something I do wonder about, and wouldn't mind discovering more. Most times, I feel harassed and raped with it. Its almost impossible to fully connect with or talk back to. I don't have a lifeline most of the time.

The main message that I see is true is that we really aren't a free society. People get punished right and left all the time, for using their liberty.

They had a problem with violence. Well, I have a problem with the system. I feel raped by it. So its a battle of Chicago and who will submit to who's way it looks like. I hope Ian takes his dream and runs with it and makes my hope bigger. Right now my future looks suicidal or that I will have to put up with rape and sims and foodstamps the rest of my life and live miserably because some dickweed won't admit that he's wrong.

I probably should sound more professional when talking about this, but its something that is a passion and a large hate of mine, so if I cuss and am unlady like, I DON'T CARE.

Something I am confused with, I'm not sure if it was Ian's or someone else's foodstamp that I saw today. Whoever he is representing was communicating that he is not on my side, is not the "in your face type." And was asking me about New Moon. I told him I was curious to see the Sarah Jessica Parker one with Hugh Grant. I think he could be connected to Ian. She wants to divorce him. The reason I would think in a different scattered connection, is that they refer to him as "The Machine." Some people come out of nowhere. Its almost like they are saying I have him when I didn't even know he was in my life. I am really getting confused with people, how they are involved and what specifically they are involved with. I have got to get rid of this commune and make some real relationships. I dont know enough yet to talk about more.